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Conference moira::naturism

Title:Naturism
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Created:Tue Jan 26 1988
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138.0. "Nude Modeling" by MOIRA::FAIMAN (light upon the figured leaf) Thu Feb 23 1989 11:07

The following note is being entered for a participant in this conference
who prefers to remain anonymous this time.

	-Neil Faiman (moderator)

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	Last night I turned into reality, something I've always dreamed of
doing since I was in my teens.  I finally gathered up all my courage and
did it.  Yes, of course I'm a naturist, but this was different.  A naturist
environment usually means everyone else is also naked, but not last night.

	Last night I shed my clothes in front of 12 other fully dressed
people, and became a model for a "life drawing" art class.  It certainly
was a different and unusual experience.  Up until it was time to remove my
clothes I felt .....stimulated, and was somewhat worried that a model with
an erection was not what they had in mind.  But, as soon as I disrobed
it went away quickly.  After a few different poses my nervousness left me,
as I came to realize, "hey, I'm up here naked in front of these people, and
they aren't going to see any more of me than what they're seeing now!"

	I explained my embarassment to one of the women after the course
(whose drawings I liked), of my erection at the beginning of the class.
She replied, "Actually, I admire a male model with an erection, it certainly
makes the figure more expressive, and after all, it is a "natural" condition".
What a nice way to put it.  I still don't quite understand why I've never 
had this problem at a nude beach, but last night I did.

	On the whole, I enjoyed the experience, and I think I'll try it again.
It got me thinking, "if I have enough guts to do something like this, I'll be
able to accomplish anything in life".

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138.2Yes, but is it art?HSSWS1::GREGThe Texas ChainsawSat Feb 25 1989 23:5724
    re: .0 (Mr. Anon)
    
    	   Of course, professional nude models can hold an erection
    	for HOURS on demand.  That's why they get paid the big bucks. ;^)
    
    	   It does sound like an interesting experience.  I'm a very
    	emote-controlled person, so I seriously doubt that I would feel
    	the initial embarrassment you felt, even if I stayed erect
    	indefinitely.  Fear of erections is just another ancient
    	hang-up that should be shed along with the fear of public
    	nudity.  
    
    	   Of course, the problem is that when you're erect people KNOW
    	what's on your mind (or at least they think they do).  In reality,
    	that's probably the reason you were embarrassed in the first
    	place... because you thought you knew what everyone else was 
    	thinking they knew about what you were thinking (when in fact,
    	you probably can't figure out what I just said, let alone
    	what you were really thinking ;^).
    
    	   Isn't it amazing how much you learn in an art class that has
    	nothing to do with art?  
    
    	- Greg
138.3Muddling it over....KAOFS::D_BIGELOWTue Jun 05 1990 16:0789
    My SO brought the article below to my attention.  I remembered the
    note about nude modelling being in this conference, and thought that
    it would be very appropriate to put the article in here.  The article
    comes from "Womans" magazine, and the author is Hazel Martin.
    (Reproduced without permission)
    
    		"Posing a question of nudity"
    
    	I have been thinking about being a nude model.  Not a Page Three
    type nude model, let's be serious, please, but a life-model, the sort
    who sits motionless in front of a class of art students.
    
    	This  is a far cry from my usual daydreaming.  The more normal
    scenarios for this are:  I win the pools (lottery) and buy a huge house
    with an indoor pool, a Jacuzzi, stables set in five acres of grounds, a
    butler - what heaven, to boss a man about and know that he won't answer
    back - and write the first of many bestsellers.
    
    	These daydreams, as you can easily see, have a link, albeit
    tenuous, with reality.  Or rather, they will have, as soon as I start
    doing the pools or settle down in earnest to write my bestseller.
    
    	Being a nude model, however, falls into the category of pure
    fantasy.  I am never going to be a nude model, but I have been thinking
    about it - about whether I could bring myself to do it and what it
    would feel like.
    
    	This train of thought was set in motion by my friend Pambo who
    coolly announced to a group of friends across the table of a Chinese
    restaurant one night, that she had spent several months in America with
    her only source of income being the fees she was paid for being a
    life-model. 
    
    	Pambo is quite blase about her life in the buff.  She needed to
    earn some money, she's not ashamed of her body, there was nothing
    sleazy about sitting in a well-heated studio, keeping perfectly still
    while serious art students studied the way her flesh covered her
    muscles and bones.
    
    	Exactly.  She's absolutely right.  But how on earth did she bring
    herself to take off all her clothes and walk into a room of fully
    clothed strangers ?
    
    	I speak as one who can't even bring herself to go topless on a
    topless beach.  The worst of it is that I have the awful feeling that
    by not baring all, or at least all above the waist, I probably draw
    more attention to myself.
    
    	So, hearing that my friend Pambo had not only gone topless but
    bottomless, too, was fascinating, horrifying and amazing in equal
    parts.  "Oh, the first time it was a bit grim," she said.  "They just
    said, 'You can go and change in there'."  Other diners in the Chinese
    restaurant were treated, at this point, to loud guffaws and pained
    shrieks of "Oh, Pam", and "Change into what?"  It turned out that she
    had taken a robe and slipped into it to make her entrance.
    
    	But she had to take it off and get onto a platform in the middle of
    the floor.  "I did panic a bit, but it was too late to back out then,
    so I just took it off, and it never worried me after that," she said.
    
    	My God, I thought.  Not only did she not wear any clothes, she
    actually climbed onto a platform !
    
    	I suspect that if ever the time came when I decided to become a
    life-model, I'd be an extremely successful one, if only in terms of
    keeping still.  I'm sure I'd be so rigid with horror and embarrassment
    that I wouldn't be able to move, even if I wanted to.
    
    	I can imagine the life-class packing up their paints and toddling
    off home, while I remain completely motionless.  Days later, they'd
    return for another session, and I'd still be sitting there, fixed in
    place, rigid with embarrassment.
    
    	Anyway, I'm going to continue to mull this subject over in my mind. 
    If I could only come to grips with the idea of being absolutely nude in
    public, I might just be able to take off my bikini top next time I'm on
    a topless beach.
    
    	The danger is, of course, that I might have to stay there,
    motionless, for ever and ever.....
    
    The end.
    
    Cute article.... She should try a nude beach the first time, ( as opposed
    to a topless beach ),  then she'd be able to overcome her disillusion 
    with total nudity,.... and probably enjoy it !