Conference hydra::dejavu

    Sounds interesting - what have you been reading? (Reminds me of
    the writings of Richard Bach.)
    
    						- Bluejay Adametz, CFII
    
    "Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go
    away."

    Would like to know more of what you have read.  Source?  Where and who
    from..... minor things like that.  :-)                 
       
    Addie

    
    re .1 and .2
              
          
    Title is "Agartha - A Journey to the Stars" author was Meredith Lady Young. 
    The book is published by:

	Stillpoint Publishing
	Box 640
	Walpole, NH   03608

price was $9.95 shipping/handling is $1.75.  They'll send you a 
catalog upon request. MC and VISA accepted.

Or you can call 1-800-847-4014  from 9 to 5.

in NH the number is 603-756-3508

	- Bill

    The illumination of the light of truth on your life has an astrological
    manifestation in the "person" of the planet Uranus.  An astrologer
    friend of mine calls Uranus "the light that we hide from".  As the
    wonderful text of the original note observed, this light is painful
    when it shows up our illusions, our real patterns, our selves. 
    This is why many would _like_ to hide from it, and possibly why
    many people dread their Uranus transits.  I myself, watching a
    particularly potent transit approaching, have often first wanted
    to figure out if there was a place I could burrow into until it
    was over.  Mythologically, however, Uranus was kind of a merciless
    character; astrologically, it seems to be interested in showing
    me my personal truth whether I like it or not.
    
    The quality of someone's Uranian insights seems to be influenced
    quite a bit by the sign it's in.  People I've known with Uranus
    in Gemini, for instance, attain their best insights when they register
    them consciously through communication with others.  People with
    Uranus in Cancer (of which I am one) seem to feel that the insight
    does not ring true unless it registers in the gut, on a feeling
    level.  People I know with Uranus in Leo seem to find that this
    light of truth can radically alter their definition of who they
    are.
    
    The nice thing to contemplate is that we all have Uranus somewhere
    in our charts.  Therefore all of us have a capability of illuminating
    (and then living) our own personal truth.  But it does take courage 
    to look at it.
    
    Marcia

   [ This is from the same source as noted in 148.3  ]
                                                     
                         Healing and Being Healed
    
    There is a thought I would like to share with you and that is:
    
                You never lay your hands on someone in love
                        without a healing occurring
                         on the appropriate level.
    
    Healing integrates so much more than just the physical presence. 
    Healing is altering total reality, opening the window to a 
    comprehensive understanding of one's true appearance that any and 
    all compromise may be negated and the archtype of perfection 
    embraced. One's natural appearance is after all without physical 
    adornment of accessories or clothes or for that matter even a 
    physical presence. One's true appearance is as light, a 
    transmutable, multi-refractive presence which simply exists as a 
    reuseable force within the universe. 
    
    Is it possible to be "cured" of a physical malady without first 
    gaining a new inner perspective? The answer is "no." The 
    understanding, conscious and superconscious, precedes or is 
    simultaneous with any healing. When someone moves past physical 
    trauma in a matter of moments rather than years, it is because the 
    awareness of healing has occurred simultaneously with the physical 
    alterations. In other words, Stages I, II, and III have been dealt 
    with simultaneously. There is no rigid sequential time limitation 
    to healing, yet there are usually natural progressions, a step at 
    a time, leading one toward a goal of health through 
    self-awareness.
    
    Perhaps the term "self-awareness" seems too vague. Physically 
    embracing one's divinity is another way of seeing self-awareness. 
    Healing involves the sorting through of one's emotional and 
    spiritual baggage to see what is still in one's present life 
    suitcase. Much can be discarded; a small percentage can be kept. 
    This sorting is self-awareness. Healing through self-awareness is 
    the only honest healing, since it goes beyond physical alteration 
    and most importantly changes one's preconception of cosmic 
    confinement. One's view of reality changes as one grows toward 
    health, opening up new vistas of physical and spiritual life. The 
    individual can more appropriately define healing as he lives it 
    and struggles to find acceptance of his own perfectness. There are 
    no "do nots" and "can nots" in healing. Everything in physical 
    reality is transmutable through love, or you know it as "energy." 
    Healing is a freewheeling, continually perpetuated journey. The 
    personal "sorting out" process is always at work within the 
    individual psyche. So the healing process can likewise be invoked 
    into everyday experiences in case of major disease and trauma. 
    Accordingly, each day in Earth School requires healing of the self 
    through awareness and acceptance of the human connection to love.
    
    All people are healers, and each is capable of healing not only 
    his own presence, but his children, parents, close friends, 
    distant relatives and total strangers. Every man, woman, and child 
    on Planet Earth is a healer. Every physical life situation has the 
    potential for healing, for causing transformation. Life does not 
    exist as a prerecorded message of either plodding drudgery and 
    misery or carefree escape. It exists as a learning - a lesson in 
    the art of healing oneself, each other, the planet and beyond. 
    The purpose of physical life is to learn to heal: heal the pain, 
    anger and frustration, channel the vast resources of love and 
    learning to where they can do the most good, to the heart of 
    mankind.
    
    There are no limitations to the vibrations of empathy and love. 
    Love is the vibration which when expanded through cosmic 
    attunement produces "miracles." I realize when I say there are no 
    limitations that this is difficult to comprehend when one seems 
    constantly hemmed in, limited by the physical. But in the world of 
    healing, in the world beyond the physical presence of stars, 
    planets, and galaxies, exists a force of such enormous intensity 
    that even a vague alignment with its presence produces changes 
    beyond knowable limitations. So in thinking of oneself as a healer 
    involved in the giving and receiving of love, one should feel  
    buoyed by the notion of nonlimitation in which all that is sought 
    in the name of "love" becomes appropriately manifested.
    
    There is more than healing through traditional medical routes; 
    healing occurs through the creative process. The artist, the 
    dancer, the musician, the architect, the teacher, business 
    executive, lawyer and politician can all heal through their own 
    creative approaches to and interpretations of their fields. Just 
    because one is not interested in physically touching another or 
    palpating another's spleen does not mean one is not a healer. Men 
    and women can heal each other through their own individual 
    expression. Certainly audiences and individuals alike are healed 
    through interplay, acceptance and understanding of creative 
    interpretation. The everyday creative motions one goes through can 
    be one's mode of healing. These potentially viable healing 
    abilities unfortunately often become blocked by the individual's 
    own inability to translate perception into response or interpret 
    one's true self in terms others can understand.
    
    Healing oversees the field of individual creative archtypes. It is 
    the term used to cover all the forms of creative expression and 
    interplay which cause joy and wholeness to surface in the 
    individual. For example, the architect who lovingly creates the 
    designs for a building is then faced with the problem of selling 
    the designs to the customer. Creative perception turns to thwarted 
    response when the customer remains unimpressed, and the potential 
    joy and healing through creative exchange is lost in the dilemma 
    of response. When personal ego replaces love, dilemmas can never 
    be dissolved and resolved, and thus healing never takes place.
    
    When an actor plays to an audience, becoming sensitized to its 
    collective energy, he loses himself in the act of playing out his 
    own creativity. There is no singular ego directing the audience or 
    actor - each is healing the other through the understanding of the 
    shared creative experience. Each moves in response to the other's 
    subtle cues. The individuals within the audience are being healed 
    through the release of themselves as separate entities and their 
    acceptance of themselves as part of the whole. The performer is 
    being healed through the infusion of energy projected from the 
    audience, allowing him to flow within his own creative 
    performance.

    Thank you, Bill.
    
    Marcia

Where/why does it imply "need" ?  Healing oversees the field of individual 
creative archtypes. It is the term used to cover all the forms of creative 
expression and interplay which cause joy and wholeness to surface in the 
individual. There is nothing wrong in offering someone knowledge and allowing 
them to go forward with it. It then becomes their responsibility as to how 
they use it - to heal themself or not. Life does not have to exist as a 
prerecorded message of either plodding drudgery or misery. It can exist as 
a learning - a lesson in the art of healing oneself, each other, the planet 
and beyond. If you believe that the purpose of physical life is to learn to 
heal: heal the pain, anger and frustration, then channel the vast resources 
of love and learning to where they can do the most good, to the heart of all 
mankind. I think you set your own limitations when you say it doesn't fit into 
your reality.

Where were you about four months ago. I'm only 20, and I have been
wandering around life getting real nervous that because I had no idea who I
was that I would turn out to be a terrible person. You think anyone
sat down and helped me out? No of course not. Most of my friends
are to wrapped up in the "norm" that I don't think they will ever
undergo "self-realization". Anyway what you said was exactly how I
feel. I thought I was "in for it" untill I read a book called "I'm OK
youre OK. I think I'm pretty blessed to have figured out what I
have at such an early age. Well its back to college for me.
Peace and all that good stuff that comes with it!!!!!
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