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107.1 | Well, I'll Half-Respond | PEN::KALLIS | | Fri Apr 11 1986 12:54 | 13 |
| You seem to be combining two dream types.
the first is what's often called "the Hag That Comes In The Night,"
which is the crushing/pressure sensation withy inability to breathe.
There was a book of that title written on the subject some years
ago, and there was a short articler on the phenomenon in the March
or April issue of _Fate_; I forget which.
I've not experienced the second type of dream, and will withold
comment.
Steve Kallis, Jr.
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107.2 | RE: .1 | NATASH::BUTCHART | | Fri Apr 11 1986 13:03 | 9 |
| RE: .1
Hm. Interesting clarification. I guess the reason I combined
them is because they both start with the same feeling that I'm
lying in bed awake.
Is the article in the 1986 Mar/April issue of FATE?
-M-
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107.3 | [Blush!!!] | PEN::KALLIS | | Fri Apr 11 1986 14:15 | 8 |
| re .2:
The March _or_ April issue. This is mildly embarrassing that I
can't remember which date, since I have an article of my own in
the same issue.
Steve Kallis, Jr.
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107.4 | Similar problem | WFOVX3::ESCARCIDA | | Fri Apr 11 1986 14:40 | 43 |
| The description of the base note is very interesting; I to, was
also plagued by dreams where I thought I was awake and couldn't
move or scream my self awake. Always it was fear and terror filled
for me.
Then about ten years after my grandmother died I kept having the
same recurring awful dream in which We are walking together. In
my mind as I would talk to her that she was dead.
Then she would turn in a zombie and then just a flesh deteriorating
corpse. I hated to go to sleep, to dream of her and then not be
able to awaken and petrified with fear when I couldn't. Finally
I decided that if in dreams only We could be together
then I would just concentrate on the good part of the dream and
remember (in the dream) that she wasn't that zombie. At the same
time I had been reading a book called Pscho-cybernetics in
which the author spoke of the relaxation state to relieve stress
or fear. He mentioned that if you let your body completely relax
you can't feel either. I decided to apply it to my next nightmare
and sure enough not too long afterward it started up again.
In this dream, I am with my grandmother and I can feel the love
and all the old familiar things that made her special and the next
thing I realize is that I am dragging her decayed corpse around
and the fear overwhelms me and I can't wake up. I kept reminding
my self that it wasn't her and that I was dreaming and that if I
relaxed completely I would wake up.
And you know, as soon as my body went limp I was instantly awake.
I don't dream of her as much anymore but I do it is always pleasant
I never again had the corpse part of the dream and when ever I find my
self in a dream whereI can't awaken and am petrified with fear I
always find that if I control the fear by relaxing my body the fear
goes away.
The last time I dreamt of her she came to me and kept gently nuging my
leg and as she was doing that she said "Wake up, Wake up, Brian (my son
was two years old at the time) is downstairs and he is in danger".
It was pleasant to have her nudging me like she used to when I was
a child but then she seemed to communicate a sense of urgency that
vibrated through my kneecap and I awoke immediately. I went into
his bedroom and he wasn't there.I rushed downstairs and found him in
the kitchen playing in the darkness with the gas jets to the stove.
Perhaps she had been preparing me .....Who knows?
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107.5 | Dreams | CFIG1::DENHAM | I am pleased to see that we have differences | Fri Apr 11 1986 15:52 | 27 |
| RE: .0
I have also had dreams where I felt I was being held down, couldn't
move or even scream. I had them nightly for about 4 months once.
Even after I woke up I wouldn't be able to move. I believed at the
time that they were part of a psychic attack, but someone has posed
the possiblity that it was something from within myself that I had
awakened. I have never had the second type of dream.
The "Hag which comes in the night" story is in the March issue of
Fate if it's in the same one that Steve's article is in.
RE: .4
My own grandmother told me she had a dream of someone telling her
I was in danger in a dream when I was staying with her. She woke
up and looked in on me. I had the covers knotted around my head
and was having trouble breathing.
The reasons for these? I don't know if it's someone communicating
from the grave or if it is the child's spirit guides or gardian
angel protecting the child, or possibly a psychic link between parent
and child.
Any ideas?
Kathleen
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107.6 | Dual state of consciousness? | NATASH::BUTCHART | | Fri Apr 11 1986 16:17 | 21 |
| RE: .5
That possibility you mention, that "something from within" has
been awakened rings a bell. Once, while having one of the dreams,
I started out thinking that I was awake, then began to notice the
tinge of unreality, and decided that this must be a dream. But
I was fascinated to observe that I could hear my breathing, even
though I felt I was being choked, and could see the correct degree
of light in the room for the hour of the night (confirmed when I
woke up). I have speculated that somehow my conscious mind is
observing me dreaming--during the REM state when dreams occur,
the body goes limp, supposedly as a neat biological short circuit
to keep the dreamer from hurting him/herself. Could it be that
the confusion and terror result from being caught between two
states of consciousness? Certainly when I dream "normally" I
am not at all aware of my body or mental state until I awake.
Perhaps the imminence of an OOBE is what accounts for the split.
Fascinating . . .
-M-
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107.7 | | HUDSON::STANLEY | ASTRAl projectionist | Fri Apr 11 1986 16:24 | 18 |
| When I lived in Highland Park, NJ, I had nightmares quite often.
Now that I'm away from that house I feel that there was some sort
of "evil" presence. In one dream, I thought that I had woken up
and I sat up in bed. I noticed in mid air at the bottom of the
bed there was spot about three feet in diameter that was much darker
than the rest of the darkened room. It looked like a hole in the
air. I had no fear of it, but wanted it to go away for some reason.
I started to mime the shooting of arrows into it (I pretended that
I had a bow and a pile of arrows). After about three pretend shots,
it rushed at me and flattened me against the bed. I felt like it
was suffocating me. I tried to scream, but nothing would come out.
I guess I actually did scream, because my wife shook me and woke
me up. I didn't realise that it was a dream until that point. It
was a while before I could go back to sleep because the "vibes"
of the dream were still very strong. I never did figure out what
was in that house.
Dave
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107.8 | The cause | CFIG1::DENHAM | I am pleased to see that we have differences | Fri Apr 11 1986 18:07 | 9 |
| In my case I was probably being psychicly attacked by a particular
person. This happened continually at that time. It was also
immediately preceeded by my first OOBE. There was also a presence
it the house. Any or all of these things could be a cause.
I guess I'll never know. This equation has too many variables.
/Kathleen
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107.10 | More speculation | NATASH::BUTCHART | | Fri Apr 18 1986 12:31 | 35 |
| Re: .9 -
I recall reading about that research into the temporary paralysis
that occurs when the brain enters the REM state. A "misfire", as
you called it, is not beyond the realm of possibility. I have a
definite tendency towards what I've heard called polyphasic thought
processes, which most often manifest under stress. A common thing
most people experience in this regard is having one thought process
going on while a song is playing over and over in their heads.
This is quite common for me when I'm under stress, and I took up
a meditative discipline at one time to try to calm me down. What
happened many times (much to my distress) was that part of me would
calm down, be focused on the mantra, breathing or whatever, and
some other part of my mind would be playing my stress tape. I could
not seem to get both parts of my mind to focus on one thing when
stress levels get to a certain point. So if nerves were misfiring
and I was conscious of being in the REM state at the same time as
I was actually experiencing it--I could well believe that.
Re: .8, I also think that the equation has too many variables.
There are possible physical ones, and any number of psychic ones.
So I may never know, either (sigh).
The one quite odd thing about these dreams is that my body doesn't
seem to react like it does to "ordinary" nightmares. When I wake
from a distressing dream, even if I am paralyzed while having it,
my heart is often racing, and I'm sweating with fear, or making
ugly little noises that scare my husband. When I awaken from these
dreams, even though the terror can be intense, there are no physio-
logical sensations of the terror upon coming up to full consciousness.
Have others of you experienced this when visited by the Hag in the
Night?
Marcia
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107.11 | Aside | VAXUUM::DYER | Pineapple o knife? | Sun Apr 20 1986 01:25 | 4 |
| I've often thought that the (reportedly quite common)
dreams where one suddenly discovers that one is naked are
a result of actually being naked in bed . . .
<_Jym_>
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107.12 | The shadow knows. | GALACH::MORGAN | MIKIE_MOUSE | Fri Apr 25 1986 15:07 | 28 |
| To Marcia and others:
Welcome to the world of Oobe's. The terror you have felt is
experienced by most people in the early learning stages of Oobe's.
The item you fear is your "shadow".
Let me try to explain the terror. It is a terror of losing control.
My terror lasted for years until I accepted it. I thought demons
were attacking me so I fought it off. Needless to say the more
I fought the more I suffered the terror. The terror can indeed
draw discarnat entities so it is a good thing to learn the lesson
quickly and get on with the growth. The important thing is to not
let out emotional energies in an uncontrolled fashion.
Now for the shadow. The shadow is a repository of all your repressed
ignored, and thrown off fears. Humans tend not to want to keep
these fears inside their bodies so we keep these fears located just
outside. It's sorta like a emotional junk pile that gets formed
into a gestalt and becomes something greater than the sum of its
parts.
I was confronted by the shadow on my first Oobe. It scared me so
bad I didn't try again for 10 years. After I was told what it was
I learned to accept it as my dark side. Soon after that I accepted
the shadow back into my being so that I could work on my fears and
not repress them. This process takes time so don't rush it.
(*)
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107.13 | "Tother side | INK::KALLIS | | Tue Apr 29 1986 16:39 | 12 |
| re .11:
Oddly enough, the few dreams _I_ had about suddenly being undressed
were in the days I wore pajamas!
re .12:
Some of the experiences could be toed to OBEs; others definitely
sound different.
Steve Kallis, Jr.
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107.14 | my dream... | BLUES::HARNOIS | Kent, Boston MA | Thu May 08 1986 11:32 | 28 |
| This is my dream, although I haven't had it in a while, it used
to be quite frequent.
The dream would start very realistically as if I was sleeping in the
same place and time that it should have been. Often times, some
type of event occurred that resulted in a paralysis. In the first dream
that I remembered I was 'zapped' by a flying saucer. In this particular
dream the flying saucer was very small and so hokey that it had
to be fake, but in my dream state that didn't affect how real the
dream felt.
In any case, in my dream I realize that I become completely
paralyzed. Usually someone will come into the room where I am sleeping
(I usually start these dreams alone) and attempt to wake me, always
without success and leave thinking aloud "Gee, you must be tired,
I'll let you sleep." This seems to emphasize the fact that, in my
dream I'm not asleep. I become terrified, and want to scream out
but of course I can't. I wake terrified and am unable to go back
to sleep.
I'm really fascinated by the previously mentioned dreams and wonder
what causes them, and why they are so similar. With this exception,
I seldom have terrifying dreams.
Comments or other stories?
Kent
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107.16 | Not Quite, But Related | INK::KALLIS | | Thu May 29 1986 14:50 | 8 |
| re .15:
Thyis is "the hag that comes in the night" phenomenon mentioned
earlier. It is not technically a succubus, since the oppression
isn't sexual. But it can be quite frightening.
Steve Kallis, Jr.
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107.17 | Speculations | NATASH::BUTCHART | | Thu Jun 05 1986 13:14 | 38 |
| Since these dreams seem to come most frequently to me when I am
under stress, there are probably physical explanations for them.
But on the psychic side, I wonder if the Hag is attracted to discharges
of strong negative emotion, such as would be produced by stress,
grief, etc.?
The experiences that led me to speculate: while I lived in Arlington,
I lived in two different apartments, both in two-family-style houses.
The first one was _old_, and even though I eventually became quite
fond of the place, it made me feel distinctly uneasy. This was
when I began to visited regularly by the hag. Moving our sleeping
place to another room helped some, but I still had the dreams.
The second house was _new_ (like less than 5 years) and the first
night we slept in it, I woke with the purest feeling of peace and
safety, which I mentioned to my husband. I really felt refreshed
and cleansed there. All went well until one night our favorite
cat died of feline leukemia, after going into convulsions on the
bedroom floor. We were heartbroken, and now the place gave me the
creeps. About a month later, the hag started visiting again, and
these intense dreams were the worst by far. I continued to have
them from time to time during the 4 years we lived there.
Now I admit that my pet's death was a spur of sorts that kicked
off a long fearful period that led to my going to a therapist to
get back "the noive". So the nightmares could have been purely
related to my mental state. But if the hag can indeed be a psychic
manifestation of sorts, can it (they?) be attracted to fearful,
depressed emotional vibrations?
In our house in Westford we also had a pet die this past winter,
and I've not experienced any "haunting" sensations, possibly because
even though I grieved I am now in a stronger state of mind than
back then.
Marcia
we lived in that place.
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107.18 | Murder by the Hag? | PBSVAX::COOPER | Topher Cooper | Mon Jul 07 1986 15:05 | 114 |
| The following is extracted from an article in the last issue (26 June,
1986; Vol 110 #1514; pp60-62) of *New Scientist*, a British popular science
magazine. This contains only part of what is discussed, so I recommend
that anyone who is interested read the original.
I attempted to retain the various British spellings, but is easy to
accidentally type the "correct" (i.e., American) spellings. Of course, the
spelling corrector does not catch "accidentally correct" spellings. I
therefore apologize in advance for any inconsistencies in this regard.
NOTE: That sleep researchers know *about* this phenomena, have named it and
have learned something about its characteristics, doesn't mean that they
know what it is. Of course, that they don't really know what it is doesn't
mean that it is supernatural or even paranormal, either.
Topher
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TO SLEEP, PERCHANCE TO KILL
by Morton Schatzman
One night last August, some extraordinary events befell Colin Kemp, a
33-year-old salesman from Caterham. About 2 hours after going to sleep --
so he later reported -- he experienced two Japanese soldiers chasing
through a jungle trying to kill him. [Kemp fights with the soldiers,
strangling one. He] awoke -- hot, sweaty and panicky.
His wife, Ellen, who had gone to sleep beside him, was lying there ... she
was dead. He had strangled her in his sleep.
[Kemp's defense was that he was not responsible since he had been asleep
and had not intended to kill her; effectively, temporary insanity]
Psychiatrists for the defence testified that, while asleep, Kemp had
suffered a "night terror". The jury acquitted him of the charge, and he
was freed. ...
A night terror (also called a "sleep terror" or _pavor_nocturnus_) is an
arousal from sleep accompanied by intense anxiety. It lasts for 1 to 3
minutes. The physical effects include an enormous acceleration of the heart
rate, sometimes to more than twice the previous rate, a great increase in
the rate and depth of breathing, profuse perspiration, a sudden loud
piercing scream or series of screams -- sometimes swearing, a cry for help,
or a moan -- and, most relevant to the Kemp case, physical movement.
Typically, still asleep, the person sits up in bed. The sleeping person
may also get out of bed and move through the house as though in flight.
He or she may carry out complex acts, including destructive ones, such as
slashing a picture, punching through a glass door, or assaulting a spouse.
Kemp told me that about 8 months before the fatal event, he had twice felt
pursued in his sleep. On one occasion he had thumped Ellen, and she had
woken him to find out what was going on. On the other occasions he had
kneed her in the back.
Night terrors reportedly occur in about 3 per cent of children between 1 and
14 years old. In adults, night terrors are unusual, and generally happen
only after stress experienced during waking hours, or in people predisposed
to such experiences. Night terrors and sleepwalking frequently occur in
the same individuals.
After the initial arousal from a night terror it takes the individual 5 to
10 minutes to become fully awake. Adults may recall the experience not at
all or only vaguely. When they recall what happened they usually describe
feelings of falling, or being crushed or struck by some force. They may
feel closed in, trapped, or abandoned, or as thought they are the target of
others' aggression. Sensations of choking or dying are also common. A
night terror is similar to a transient paranoid episode.
A night terror is not the same as a nightmare. Both are characterised by
fear and an increased heart rate and respiratory rate, though the increase
is less in a nightmare than in a night terror. The similarity between the
two phenomena ends there. A night terror is not a dream. Dreams occur
during a phase of sleep characterised by rapid eye movements (REM). Night
terrors, on the other hand, occur during an arousal from non-dreaming sleep
-- non-REM sleep -- generally in the first third of the night's sleep. A
nightmare is the distinct detailed recall of a disturbing dream sequence.
By contrast, the elements that someone recalls of a night terror, as when a
person wakes from non-REM sleep generally, are less elaborate, less vivid
and less dramatic -- less like a dream in other words.
[Personally, I think that this definition of "dream" (restricting it to REM
sleep events) is bullsh*t. It's clearly putting the horse (mare?) before
the cart. It may be a useful distinction in *technical terminology* but
it ignores that there is a common word with a more general, non-technical
meaning. I have read other researchers refer to "REM dreams" as opposed to
"non-REM dreams" so this technical usage may not be universally accepted.
-- TC]
In this regard, Kemp's experience with the Japanese soldiers sounds more
like the recall of a nightmare than of a night terror. Psychiatrists
cannot, however, rely with certainty on recalled content to distinguish
between a nightmare and a night terror. [Discussion that some night
terrors, clearly occurring in non-REM sleep, have distinct, vivid dream
content. [Of course, this makes the previous insistence that dreams occur
only in REM sleep even less meaningful -- TC]].
The terrified scream that marks the arousal from a night terror is rare in
nightmares. People experiencing nightmares or dreaming generally, do not
carry out complex organised movements such as walking. Such movements
occur only in non-REM sleep. Highly effective mechanisms prevent our
bodies from enacting our dreams. These mechanisms operate in REM, but not
in non-REM, sleep [a gross simplification, as I understand it -- TC]. They
are believed to originate, at least partly, in small bilateral clusters of
nerve cells in the pons, an evolutionarily ancient part of the brain; these
pontine nerve cells send impulses that inhibit the nerve cells in the
spinal cord that control movement.
[The rest of the article deals with the extreme rarity of severe bodily
harm dealt during night terror episodes, and the legal ramifications of the
decision. *New Scientist* ends each article with a box containing a few
sentences about the author. In this case it reads:]
Morton Schatzman is an American psychiatrist practising psychotherapy
privately in London. He is interested in hearing, care of *New Scientist*,
reports from readers who have witnessed or performed complex actions in
sleep.
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107.20 | Re: .18 & .19 | NATASH::BUTCHART | | Tue Jul 08 1986 11:13 | 10 |
| Most interesting. I had wondered from time to time if I did indeed
suffer from night terrors when under stress, but I had just about
decided I didn't because I didn't awaken screaming. But the sensations
of being crushed or choked sound quite familiar, and the sensations
I have when awaking from the whatevers are distinctly different
from those of awaking from ordinary REM dreams. I wonder if people
who sleep specialists have diagnosed as having night terrors also
have felt that they were awake while the episodes were happening?
Marcia
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107.21 | Forgetting to breathe | OLD750::MCCUTCHEN | | Sun Jul 13 1986 19:32 | 6 |
| There is one other cause for the crushing feeling. Under certain
conditions one can "forget" to breathe. I had this happen to me
once. Forutnately I was in the hospital at the time, elce I might
have wond up dead.
/s/ Terry
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107.22 | Remembering to breathe again (GASP!) | PBSVAX::COOPER | Topher Cooper | Mon Jul 14 1986 19:08 | 29 |
| RE: .21
This is called "sleep apnea," and is very common. Whenever you hear a
sleeping person suddenly giving a loud inhaling snort they have just
recovered from an attack.
As I understand it (and once again, I am not an expert) it is not usually
considered dangerous, since the sufferer will normally get uncomfortable
and wake up a little to catch their breath, except when:
1) When the sufferer is unable to wake up a little in order to catch
their breath. This may occur due to a number of causes,
including, but not exclusively, drugs such as strong sedatives
that might be used in a hospital. This is part of what
normally causes death in barbiturate overdose (the barbiturate
also "encourages" the apnea in the first place).
2) When the sufferer is in too frail health to afford even very
short term cessation of breathing.
3) In some very young infants. This seems to be related (though
there still seems to be disagreement how) to SIDS (Sudden
Infant Death Syndrome, also called Crib Death).
Of course the before-mentioned snorting may be unpleasant for others sharing
the sleeping quarters. Also it has been proposed that chronic sleep apnea
may, little by little, result in *minor* brain damage.
Topher
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107.23 | :-) | USHS01::MCALLISTER | The Shadow Knows ... I Don't | Tue Jul 15 1986 09:35 | 4 |
| The latest issue of vegatarian times has a personal ad from a lady
looking for a man who "breathes regularly". Maybe she has a reason.
Dave
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107.24 | I'll Say! | INK::KALLIS | | Tue Jul 15 1986 10:34 | 10 |
| re .23:
There's a recurring ad in _Fate_ magazine for some sort of self-
improvement course that's headlined, "DEATHLESSNESS IS AS NATURAL
AS BREATHING." They're at least partially right. Stop breathing
for any lewngth of time ....
Steve Kallis, Jr.
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107.25 | Now I lay me down to sleep... | VLNVAX::DDANTONIO | DDA | Fri Jul 18 1986 14:15 | 8 |
| Sleep Apnea (sp?) causes other problems in that it seems to prevent
the suffer from sleeping well (hard to believe, huh :-). Chronic
sleep loss leads to other problems, as might be expected.
I am not sure what, if anything, currently can be done about sleep
apnea.
DDA
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107.26 | Curing sleep apnea | NATASH::BUTCHART | | Mon Jul 21 1986 16:30 | 17 |
| Medical recommendations I've read have included weight loss and
surgery. What surgery, you might ask? A permanent tracheotomy,
basically. Since many apnea sufferers' upper airways flop shut
(the pharyngeal area), the tracheotomy incision at the base of
the throat allows free air passage since the trachea is hard
(by comparison to the pharynx) and doesn't collapse. I'm told
the opening is plugged during the day and kept covered by your
shirt collar.
Another surgical solution I heard of happened to a friend of mine.
He had some other problem with his nose, but while they were fixing
that up, the surgeon noticed that his pharyngeal area was unusually
loose and flaccid, and basically gave him an internal face lift.
Result: no more apnea. And the depression and fatigue he had suffered
from for years vanished overnight (pun intended).
Marcia
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107.27 | It depends ... | PBSVAX::COOPER | Topher Cooper | Mon Jul 21 1986 17:54 | 13 |
| RE .26.
Marcia is correct, from what I understand.
It is important to realize that sleep apnea is a symptom rather
than a disease. Treatment depends on the cause.
One of the most common causes is apparently obesity. Another is
the use of sleeping pills. As Marcia indicated, seemingly minor
physical "abnormalities" may also be the cause. Neurological problems,
alergies, poor sleeping position, etc. might also contribute.
Topher
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107.28 | Posting | LESCOM::KALLIS | Pumpkins -- Nature's greatest gift. | Wed Jan 16 1991 09:46 | 41 |
| The following is being posted anonymously at the request of the author.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Please excuse me for posting this anonymously - I am an occasional
contributor to this file but wish to remain hidden w.r.t. this entry.
I very rarely suffer from nightmares or other night events but one occasion,
a few years ago, still concerns me. I'd like to hear from anyone who could
offer any insight into it please.
I was apparently fast asleep when I started to move in an agitated
fashion. This disturbed my wife who was unsure whether to try to wake me
or to let it continue (she didn't know if a rude awakening might cause
more upset than allowing whatever-it-was to work itself out). Suddenly
I struck down hard with my right arm and actually hit her left arm. She
[understandably] whimpered but this apparently triggered my normal reaction
which was to cuddle her, gently stroking her hair and calming her down.
After she had stopped making any noise, it appears I went into my usual
deep sleep, leaving a very confused, somewhat fearful wife with a very
painful left arm.
In the morning, she asked if I remembered any dreams or anything from
the previous night. I remembered a few fragments including one which
involved fighting to escape a number of pursuers and, when prompted,
remembered having to calm her down, presumably from one of her bad
dreams which she occasionally suffered. I was amazed to see the bruise
on her arm and to hear her recount the events involving it. The mattress
had absorbed a lot of the blow but even so, she was lucky that the arm
didn't break - she could barely use the arm for most of that day and the
bruise lasted for ages.
Although this hasn't happened since, I still panic when I think that
if my "pursuer" had been in a different position - behind me rather than
climbing up after me - then my blow might have landed on her neck. I have
no doubt that if it had done so, she would have been killed. Just writing
this makes me go cold. I've often wanted to experiment with some of the
dream/relaxation related topics but have only dared on the [few] occasions
that I'm sleeping on my own, away from home. Has anyone any idea whether
such activity would be more likely to trigger such actions or prevent
them - I'd love to try some of the experiments but fear for releasing the
wrong energies or tensions or whatever word you care to use. Thanks for
any helpful replies.
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107.29 | Physical relationship with a ghost ? | KERNEL::VOLPIG | | Fri Oct 23 1992 09:15 | 20 |
| This is a little difficult for me - if you read on you'll see why...
but I figure that I'm not the only person to experience this.
It's always the same: a great weight pinning my body down and me
struggling to open my eyes, yet terrified at what I may see if I can
open then. Also, my body has that strange paralysis. After a while
though, it changes - I am having sex with someone. It is very good
sex, but I always wake up before it's finished.
This happens frequently, and has done for years, whether or not I am in
a relationship with a guy or not.
I've only just started reading this file and I tell you something, I am
really upset and afraid at the thought of having a physicl relationship
with something not of this world.
Please can someone reply to this so I know I'm not going loopy...
Gianna
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107.30 | A small pointer | SWAM1::MILLS_MA | To Thine own self be True | Fri Oct 23 1992 13:36 | 12 |
| Gianna,
The person who knows a lot about this sort of thing, Steve Kallis, is
not here anymore, although I read he may be given an account, as a
retiree. If they do (which I really hope happens), he may be able to
advise you or at least inform you of what may ba occurring. In the
meantime, maybe you can contact Cindy Painter offline to give you his
address, and you can write to him.
Good luck,
Marilyn
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107.31 | yes indeed | TNPUBS::PAINTER | worlds beyond this | Fri Oct 23 1992 16:21 | 8 |
|
Good idea Marilyn...Steve would most definitely be the person to
contact.
Topher actually put his address in here somewhere. It's a post office
box in Maynard. Topher?
Cindy
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107.32 | | REGENT::BROOMHEAD | Don't panic -- yet. | Mon Oct 26 1992 14:18 | 12 |
| I'd suggest reading Steve's earlier replies in this note, and searching
for other references to the "Night Hag" phenomenon here and in other
notes. Start with either:
Notes> search/note=*.* " hag "
or
Notes> search/note=*.* "night hag"
(The spaces are very important in the first one; if you leave one or
both out, you'll get lots of false positives.)
Ann B.
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107.33 | Thanks | KERNEL::VOLPIG | | Tue Oct 27 1992 08:58 | 10 |
| re last few
Thanks for your replies guys, it's good to know you're out there.....
Re Steve Kallis address ...yes please, if someone has it. I've read
alot of his inputs here. Seems to be a very knowledagble chap.
Gianna
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107.34 | Steve's address. | CADSYS::COOPER | Topher Cooper | Tue Oct 27 1992 10:06 | 3 |
| See note 16.531.
Topher
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107.35 | | KERNEL::VOLPIG | | Tue Oct 27 1992 10:20 | 8 |
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Topher
Thanks for your trouble....
Gianna
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107.36 | Me too, Gianna | CSC32::D_ROYER | Chi beve birra campa cent'anni. | Thu Jun 10 1993 15:41 | 13 |
| I do not know for sure the intent of my local resident ghost.
In our house/neighborhood we have a female resident ghost, she is
apparently a Lady from Sweden who was to marry a miner and the miner
was killed in a mining accident. (Cripple Creek had such an accident
during its heyday.)
One night I woke with my body bouncing on the bed, and I felt a
female presence. (Water Bed) I could feel a weight across my groin
area. I do not remember if I was in a state of arousal, perhaps I
was not responding and she was angry.
Dave
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