| thanyou all for your mails,esp.nancy and holly.
as i told nancy,things have gotton a bit better now,and
the total anger i felt has subsided into a kind of mellowness
mixed with fond sadness if that makes sense.
anyway, again as i told nancy,i seem to have been adopted by
maz's older ghost! there has been this really dirty scruffy
old tom cat hanging around for ages,and ive always tried to
keep maz away from it,until now,when for some reason it didnt
run away last night,and guess wot? its the friendlest old thing.
its got weepy eyes,ticks,fleas.a broken ear and about anything
else you care to mention. im going to try to catch it tonight
and take it to the vets for a good check over and anything
else the vet man says it needs.
itll never be maz,i doubt itll ever come into the house
but you know,even if the marking are really similer to maz,
there is still something about it that is so familiar,
something i saw in its eyes last night.......
thanks everyone,i really mean it.
phil
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