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Conference yukon::christian_v7

Title:The CHRISTIAN Notesfile
Notice:Jesus reigns! - Intros: note 4; Praise: note 165
Moderator:ICTHUS::YUILLEON
Created:Tue Feb 16 1993
Last Modified:Fri May 02 1997
Last Successful Update:Fri Jun 06 1997
Number of topics:962
Total number of notes:42902

698.0. "Writing One's Own Review..Scriptural?" by CSLALL::HENDERSON (Friend will you be ready?) Thu Mar 16 1995 15:58


[Mod note: the following is being posted for a reader who prefers to remain
 anonymous at this time.  Please post any replies, or, send them to me and
 I'll forward to the anon noter...Jim Co Mod]







Although this is minor compared to some of the issues that require anonymous
postings, it's something that I need thoughts from fellow Christians on.
A few days ago my manager sent me my performance appraisal form, with 
instructions for me to fill it out for him.  In the past, I've had managers
ask for input concerning what I've been working on etc, which they then turned
into nice little reports by adding all kinds of good words too, but this is
the first time I was actually asked to do a 1-5 rating on a whole list of 
different aspects of myself, and then to give an overall rating of my 
performance.  I know this is a practice that has gone on in Digital for a long
time, and I always thought I would just refuse to take part if the situation
crossed my path, but now that it's here I'm not sure if I should just shut up
and fill it out, or if I should explain that I don't think doing that is
ethical (and risk his reaction at my requiring him to actually think about
it).  

How do you all handle this type of situation?  Do you just fill it out and 
give yourself what you consider "fair" ratings, or do you follow Proverbs 27:2 
and ask someone else to do it? (Let another man praise thee, and not thine
own mouth; a stranger, and not thine own lips.) I have a hard time saying I'm 
wonderful in this area or that (even if I think I am ;-) ), so I know I'll end 
up rating myself lower than someone else would in certain areas, and I 
*certainly* won't say any glowing words about myself - its just not my nature
since I truly believe I am nothing and He is everything.   But then again, 
maybe that's pride because I *do* think someone would say something nicer 
about me than I would say about myself, and I'm just being proud of how humble 
I am.  (Or maybe I'm just insulted that he couldn't bother to find out enough 
about me to be able to come up with a rating after working for him for the 
last 8 - 10 months.  At least he didn't ask me to sign it for him!!).  

What would you do?
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698.1much ado about nothing?OUTSRC::HEISERGrace changes everythingThu Mar 16 1995 16:013
    I've written several of my own in the past.  Sometimes I do the
    ratings, sometimes not.  I never considered it that big of deal,
    especially since co-workers and management still had input.
698.2TOLKIN::JBROWNThe just shall live by faith.Thu Mar 16 1995 16:119
    Give yourself a 1.5 rating.  That way it doesn't look like you think
    you're wonderful but you have a honest regard for the work you do.
    If your manager thinks it's too high, have no fear, it will be lowered. 
    
    Just a thought.....
    
    God gives you a 1,
    Janet
    :-)
698.3BIGQ::SILVASquirrels R MeThu Mar 16 1995 16:158

	If your work involves others, ask them how they feel you're doing your
job. You probably have a good idea on how you are as a worker, but for those
areas where you're not sure, ask. It may help you out a great deal.


Glen
698.4JULIET::MORALES_NASweet Spirit's Gentle BreezeThu Mar 16 1995 16:1710
    .0  I understand how you feel.  Having input into your review is
    unquestionably a good thing, but rating yourself????  Now that
    is not something I'd do.  Why?  
    
    I find it to be a set up for failure.. what *if* your boss doesn't
    agree with your rating?  Such conflict should be avoided... and I'd
    approach her/him in that manner.
    
    Nancy
    
698.5TOKNOW::METCALFEEschew Obfuscatory MonikersThu Mar 16 1995 16:1716
They want to know what you think of your own abilities.  This may
or may not sway their judgments and ratings.  They will still be the
ones to rate you.

I view doing my performance review as a mini-resume or mini-interview.
You should highlight your achievements and put a positive spin on your
"areas for improvement."

I wouldn't be too worked up over it.  Consider it a self-evaluation,
but also a means for your manager to compare to what s/he thinks of you.

;-)

Good luck.

Mark
698.6Response from base noterCSLALL::HENDERSONFriend will you be ready?Thu Mar 16 1995 23:0815
[The following is a response from the anonymous base noter..Jim Co Mod]




Thanks for the responses, I don't mind writing about what I've been doing,
but the "rating" part is hard (especially in categories like "Personal 
Characteristics"!).  I'm not sure how I'll handle it yet, but I do appreciate 
hearing your thoughts and what you do when faced with this challenge.  After 
all it really doesn't matter, since the truth is I'm a disciple of Jesus 
Christ who's just disguised as a Digital employee, and now I've got to guess 
at how well I've been pulling it off!

Thanks again!
698.7ICTHUS::YUILLEThou God seest meFri Mar 17 1995 05:4520
I totally concur with .0.  And .6.  And am very frustrated at living in a
different timezone, where the discussion is started and finished while I'm
off-line ;-{

The 'ratings' part of the review is supposed to be where we get feedback on
how we're perceived, which may be different from how we perceive ourselves.
It's where there *is* a difference that we find the direction to learn /
move in.  It is a part of a manager's job to ensure that his staff are
receiving that sort of feedback.  As Nancy said - fine to have your
perspective taken into consideration, but self-defeating to leave it
totally up to you.  I liked Janet's reminder there .... a '1' with God.  
*That's* the one I sometimes feel a twinge of concern about.

Even in the 'normal' situation, where the manager does the review properly 
(as happens in my department), I find it totally against my nature to 
'defend' my progress, if it is seen negatively.  I'd rather let it ride.
Perhaps that's what got me where I am today ;-}  And perhaps I'd better put
this in anonymously, on behalf of myself ;-} 

								Andrew
698.8honesty <> prideful boastingDYPSS1::DYSERTBarry - Custom Software DevelopmentFri Mar 17 1995 09:1627
    Re: Note 698.4 by JULIET::MORALES_NA
    
�    I find it to be a set up for failure.. what *if* your boss doesn't
�    agree with your rating?  Such conflict should be avoided... and I'd
�    approach her/him in that manner.
    
    I respectfully disagree, sis. One purpose of a review (even if it's a
    self review) is to identify areas for improvement. If your boss doesn't
    agree, it provides the opportunity to discuss why there's disagreement
    so that the area can be worked. You may discover that after discussing
    it it's simply a matter that the boss isn't attentive enough to what's
    going on, in which case the boss can improve; or it may be that indeed
    it's an area where you need to work, in which case you can improve.
    
    Conflict isn't necessarily bad. We can use it to grow.
    
    Re the topic in general (hey Andrew, I'm on the left side of the pond
    and the discussion came and went over me too!), I have been doing my
    own reviews - including ratings - for years. I initially balked,
    thinking that my manager was just being lazy. While that may have been
    true, the fact is that I know my work better than my manager does. Who
    better to rate me than me!? So long as I'm honest it's good. There's a
    difference between blowing your own horn (.0's concern with the
    Proverbs verse) and honestly providing feedback about yourself as
    requested by your boss.
    
    	BD�
698.9I'll write your goal sheet (for a fee :-)DYPSS1::DYSERTBarry - Custom Software DevelopmentFri Mar 17 1995 09:2325
    ... and if you're lucky, your goal sheet (which you should have input
    to as well) has enough objective elements to it that assigning 1-5
    numbers should be fairly simple.
    
    For example, your goal sheet may say:
    	- Feedback from customer telling how wonderful you are
    	  1 = written feedback saying you're wonderful
    	  2 = verbal feedback saying you're wonderful
    	  3 = nothing bad has been mentioned about you
    	  4 = verbal feedback re some problems
    	  5 = customer has thrown you out on your ear
    
    	- Helped in the development of others:
    	  1 = presented a formal presentation about xyz
    	  2 = presented an informal presentation
    	  3 = have provided occasional help when needed
    	  4 = haven't done anything to help others
    	  5 = have stabbed others in the back
    
    You get the idea. You can put objectively-measurable goals in a goal
    sheet at the beginning of the year, and when review time comes around
    you and your boss can easily decide if you've hit them or not.
    Assigning numbers is a no-brainer.
    
    	BD�